Wow. What in the heck happened happened to March?... Man, March was a whirlwind of a month. In a good/bad/amazing way.
I didn't even realize until I was driving home today... Today is April 2nd and I totally missed yesterday. April 1st, half a year. Half a year has passed since that day.I can't believe it. It seems like it hasn't been that long so much that I have to keep checking to make sure.
What a difference half a year can make. Let's see... Six months ago I was lost and alone and I didn't know who the "real" Bethany was. Look how much things change. Six months later, I feel like pieces of myself, qualities I didn't even know I possessed have asserted themselves. I feel more confident than ever before in myself and where I'm heading. I love the person I am and I know I'll never compromise myself again. Well, at least I'll try not to.
In some ways though I still feel like the same girl... And I still feel for you. I suppose I'm too forgiving, but I'd be willing to give you another shot at being my friend. I don't know if you feel the same way, and I don't really care whether you do or not because you're too proud to care anyways, but I just wanted to tell you.
In conclusion, today's far too nice to be sitting at a computer so deck reading, here I come!
I didn't even realize until I was driving home today... Today is April 2nd and I totally missed yesterday. April 1st, half a year. Half a year has passed since that day.I can't believe it. It seems like it hasn't been that long so much that I have to keep checking to make sure.
What a difference half a year can make. Let's see... Six months ago I was lost and alone and I didn't know who the "real" Bethany was. Look how much things change. Six months later, I feel like pieces of myself, qualities I didn't even know I possessed have asserted themselves. I feel more confident than ever before in myself and where I'm heading. I love the person I am and I know I'll never compromise myself again. Well, at least I'll try not to.
In some ways though I still feel like the same girl... And I still feel for you. I suppose I'm too forgiving, but I'd be willing to give you another shot at being my friend. I don't know if you feel the same way, and I don't really care whether you do or not because you're too proud to care anyways, but I just wanted to tell you.
In conclusion, today's far too nice to be sitting at a computer so deck reading, here I come!
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