April 8, 2007

Bunnies and eggs

Happy Easter.

You know, Easter is supposed to be a time for saving, a time for rebirth. And that's what I want for you, for everyone.

*sigh*

There are some things I can't say. Not because I'm scared and certainly not because I don't want to. I think it's because sometimes words aren't powerful enough to match the feeling behind them. I feel like nothing I could type on here would measure a portion of what I feel inside of my heart. No lyrics I could substitute, no poems I could utilize would do any good because no one has experienced my feelings the way that I'm feeling them right now.

I'm so conflicted and I know this isn't "Easter appropriate" but I can't help but feel sort of sad. My head and my heart are pulling me in two different directions and I'm not really sure which is the right one. I don't know. I just don't know.

But my only hope is that I figure the right one out sooner rather than later.

1 comment:

Malefactor said...

I really wish there was something I could do. Since there isn't I will lift you up.-Ron