Music expresses how I feel better than I can

I'm at a loss for words. Things that I'm doing, I wish I hadn't done, and the things I want most are unreachable. I'm so very confused.
So, in order to better understand me, I recommend you either listen to or look up the lyrics for the following songs (that I've had on repeat play for a while):

1) Nickel Creek- Why Should the Fire Die?
2) Fiona Apple- Get Gone
3) KT Tunstall- Silent Sea
4) Norah Jones- Lonestar
5) John Mayer- Back to You
6) Maroon 5- The Sun
7) Train- Drops of Jupiter

My music speaks better for me than I can for myself, I think.