What a Christmas.
This Christmas really was magical. I spent alot of time with people that mean so much to me. New traditions started and I made memories that I know will last me forever. Even with my newly acquired, extensive vocabulary I can't quite articulate just how much I loved this Christmas. From Christmas songs around the Christmas tree, to my Chanel No. 5, to surprise phone calls from wonderful people, to three different types of cake, to IHOP and scary Christmas movies with Ricky, to remembering but not regretting.
Also, I think it's important for you to know that even though I'm not putting my life on hold, I'm not leaving you behind. I know we're just friends and I know that you can do whatever you want to, but I also do not want to think less of you. You are a man of integrity, you do still have an amazing plan for your life. So, my Christmas wish for you is that despite the pressure, despite the questions... My wish is simply that you never lose that spark, that understanding.
As for me, here, in the last fifteen minutes of yuletide, I will revel in the glory of my first Christmas as a full-blown adult, watch a Christmas movie or The Devil Wears Prada, and contemplate what course of action to take next in my life.
This new year is going to be so good. I can feel it. And if life can change this drastically, I am excited to see where I am by next Christmas.
Merry Christmas, everyone.
"...and it was always said of him, that he knew how to keep Christmas well, if any man alive possessed that knowledge. May that be truly said of us, and all of us."
This Christmas really was magical. I spent alot of time with people that mean so much to me. New traditions started and I made memories that I know will last me forever. Even with my newly acquired, extensive vocabulary I can't quite articulate just how much I loved this Christmas. From Christmas songs around the Christmas tree, to my Chanel No. 5, to surprise phone calls from wonderful people, to three different types of cake, to IHOP and scary Christmas movies with Ricky, to remembering but not regretting.
Also, I think it's important for you to know that even though I'm not putting my life on hold, I'm not leaving you behind. I know we're just friends and I know that you can do whatever you want to, but I also do not want to think less of you. You are a man of integrity, you do still have an amazing plan for your life. So, my Christmas wish for you is that despite the pressure, despite the questions... My wish is simply that you never lose that spark, that understanding.
As for me, here, in the last fifteen minutes of yuletide, I will revel in the glory of my first Christmas as a full-blown adult, watch a Christmas movie or The Devil Wears Prada, and contemplate what course of action to take next in my life.
This new year is going to be so good. I can feel it. And if life can change this drastically, I am excited to see where I am by next Christmas.
Merry Christmas, everyone.
"...and it was always said of him, that he knew how to keep Christmas well, if any man alive possessed that knowledge. May that be truly said of us, and all of us."
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