October 23, 2006

Late night ponderings

Amid the sea of late-night, last-minute homework I'm procrastinating doing right now, I thought I was due for an update.

You know, questions I have don't really seem to matter anymore. I don't really understand why that is, and I'm not complaining, but it's so very strange... It's like I see you, you look the same, but I don't see you anymore. It's funny the way things can change that quickly. I hope you have what you need and I hope you're happy with what you've chosen. I hope you don't regret, and I'm not being conceited, but I truly think someday... Maybe not tomorrow, maybe not next month, but someday.. You'll press pause on the life you're creating for yourself and think of me.

I realize you were kind of like a habit that I needed to break. But now that I've broken I suppose the only way to go is up.

And up is a very exciting place to go.

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