Meh

I am such a horrible person.

Why? Why am I a horrible person, you might ask.

Well, let's recap, shall we?

First of all, and as mostly everyone knows, I am no good at physically fighting. However, to make up for this lack of brute strength, I utilize my extensive vocabulary and think up the most terrible things that I know will severely hurt the person I am incapable of outfighting. Terrible things. And then I feel even more horrible on top of being a horrible person because despite the fact that 98% of the time I don't mean anything that I say during these enraged times... I say them nonetheless. I'm a jerk. I know it. I just wish I could go back and erase....

I am so sorry. You deserve better than me.

The stars are still there.

10 Things I Don't Understand:

1) People who take their lives for granted (i.e. People who say "I don't like to breathe" and mean it)
2) Daylight savings time/ Leap years.
3) Being in "love" but feeling like you have to pretend to the other person in order for them to love you back.
4) My utter dependency on caffeine.
5) Girls straightening their hair/ wearing high heels on a day when it's raining so hard you can't see.
6) Why teenagers and adults base their values on a series of uniformed decisions.
7) Anime and/or Japanese animation in general.
8) How God can love me so much when I'm such a screw up.
9) Those claw machines that have stuffed animals/ toys in them, that you can never win.
10) People who refuse to read, or at least, appreciate good literature.

Just some thoughts..

Better than coffee

Just... wow.

Perhaps I'll post more on this enthralling subject after the stars find their way out of my eyes.

Be still my heart

Dozens of boys would storm up, I had to lock my door.
Somehow I couldn't warm up to one before.

What was it that controlled me?
What kept my love life lean?
My intuition told me you'd come on the scene.

Darling, listen to the rhythm of my heartbeat
and you'll get just what I mean.