I apologize for that long winded rant. I don't want July to end on a sour note since it has, for the most part, been quite lovely.
And for once, it's not merely because I've met someone that has made a month of my life seem more fulfilling. Not that at all. July has been a month of getting rid of hang-ups that have been putting my happiness on the back-burner. Which I can happily and unequivocally state will happen no longer.
I'm not mad, I'm not bitter, I'm not distraught... I'm nothing like I thought I would be. Things are just... different now, I suppose. I see you in a very different light. And though your limelight may suit you just fine, I realized I don't look best in that shade and I never will. Simple as that.
So, here's to July. Here's to hard work and well-deserved beaches. Here's to not knowing and putting myself out there anyways. Here's to discovering what I knew I didn't want and hoping for what I know I'll find. Or what I've already found.
August, you have some big shoes to fill.
And for once, it's not merely because I've met someone that has made a month of my life seem more fulfilling. Not that at all. July has been a month of getting rid of hang-ups that have been putting my happiness on the back-burner. Which I can happily and unequivocally state will happen no longer.
I'm not mad, I'm not bitter, I'm not distraught... I'm nothing like I thought I would be. Things are just... different now, I suppose. I see you in a very different light. And though your limelight may suit you just fine, I realized I don't look best in that shade and I never will. Simple as that.
So, here's to July. Here's to hard work and well-deserved beaches. Here's to not knowing and putting myself out there anyways. Here's to discovering what I knew I didn't want and hoping for what I know I'll find. Or what I've already found.
August, you have some big shoes to fill.
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