I'm feeling so uninspired. I suppose lethargy will do that to you.
I can't think of anything significant to write and that's really rare for me. I just... Do you ever feel like you're watching your life from a movie screen?... Like you're watching the events unfold, but you're not taking part in it? Like your own personal story, directed, soundtrack complied, and narrated by you?
Because I do.
Sometimes I like to imagine that events aren't happening to me, but to someone else. That someone else has a date with someone she doesn't care about in the least and has something more exciting to do on a Friday night than read the latest Elizabeth Berg.
No offense to Mrs. Berg... and I'm not complaining. My life is terribly fulfilling and extraordinary in about nine out of ten ways; however, on nights like tonight, I can't help but wonder if there's anyone that feels how I feel right now.
Not sad, not angry, not in love, not depressed... I'm just here. And that's enough for tonight.
Everyone needs a break from thriving every now and then, I think.
I can't think of anything significant to write and that's really rare for me. I just... Do you ever feel like you're watching your life from a movie screen?... Like you're watching the events unfold, but you're not taking part in it? Like your own personal story, directed, soundtrack complied, and narrated by you?
Because I do.
Sometimes I like to imagine that events aren't happening to me, but to someone else. That someone else has a date with someone she doesn't care about in the least and has something more exciting to do on a Friday night than read the latest Elizabeth Berg.
No offense to Mrs. Berg... and I'm not complaining. My life is terribly fulfilling and extraordinary in about nine out of ten ways; however, on nights like tonight, I can't help but wonder if there's anyone that feels how I feel right now.
Not sad, not angry, not in love, not depressed... I'm just here. And that's enough for tonight.
Everyone needs a break from thriving every now and then, I think.
P.S. Is May really almost over?... Where did it go?
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