It's so odd, not trusting myself on how I feel. I realize that I've been here before and I don't know whether or not it's real this time. Or if I'm setting myself up for another disappointment. Granted I've changed and the situation and the person are completely different, but I don't know... and therein lies the problem.
In any case, it's nice to have someone that I feel like I can genuinely be friends with. Who can keep up in a conversation with me, a feat in itself. Someone who is as well-spoken as sincere. My mind's eyes views us at movies, doing random things. Where, in my prior situation, I couldn't and wouldn't want to go there. But, there's no use in rushing things. Taking it slow can't be too bad, right?
In other news, I surprisingly respect you more. Who knew?
"It takes some time to see things through.
Sometimes things change, sometimes we're waiting,
We need grace either way.
It's a vulnerable place to be.
Love and pride can't occupy the same spaces, baby,
Only one makes you free."
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