January 27, 2007

Let the sun shine through

Goodness!...what a difference a day makes.
I finally have direction and no worry about where my life will lead. I feel like part the massive weight I am carrying is gone and it's wonderful. For once, I can see my dreams taking shape and forming into a reality. I can see ahead and I know there's so much to strive for and I am completely confident in my goals. And not to brag, but I am so proud of myself. I've come very far and it's amazing when I look back and I remember where I was... and then be able not only to see where I am today, but that I can look on to where I am going. It's a learning process, and it's not easy, but I'm getting there. I will get there. I can't take all the credit, however. I have Him holding my hand, helping me along the entire way.

I want every day to be like yesterday. I want to live, aware and drunk on possibilities. I want to soak up everything that I can while I am still able to. Yesterday taught me never to settle and I know I never will again. Yesterday taught me I can do anything I put my mind to.
And even though yesterday was amazing, I can't wait for my tomorrows.




Conversely, I suppose it's hard to swallow such an overweening sense of pride.
I would say more, but I've already wasted too many of my words.

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