Sleepiness

"Blessed is she who has believed that what the Lord has said to her will be accomplished."
-Luke 1:45-

I'm not going to pretend to understand why this is all happening the way it is, but I trust You. Help me when I can't see the "why" because I know that You are working in the background. And I know Your plan for my life is so much better than anything I could think up for myself. Tonight I just have to salvage the state I'm in and walk on, like always. And even though I'm in a continuous state of walking on, you're still with me... and I'm still praying for you.