Geeeeeeez

I think that I made a mistake. I did something I promised I wouldn't do. I made myself vulnerable yet again. I didn't expect anything, I suppose. Other than showing some sort of character. Maybe I gave you too much credit, maybe I still just had too much faith in you.
I sincerely want you prove me wrong. Please, prove me wrong.
Because I can't do this again.

I know whatever is going to happen, will. I pray every single day that God's will is going to be done. But today, in service, Uncle Ray said something that stuck out to me," Sometimes God has to destroy something completely before He can put it back together."

I'm not saying that's about you and I, necessarily, but it does apply to me. I feel like I've been broken a million times over and every single time I'm at my weakest, I know who I can turn to. My faith has grown, my trust has grown, and I know things are going to be alright.
And that is an amazing feeling.

I don't know what's in store for me, but I know the things God has promised me.
I'm not going to stop praying for you.
Never.