June 5, 2006

Por que?

I've got conflicting emotions and they're driving me crazy.
I messed up. I think. I made a mistake. And I know that I should be morbidly upset and worried (which I am a teeny bit), but for the most part I'm not at all. I just feel like I should be. And that it's wrong that I'm not. I'm happy, I feel a little guilt, however I'm not sure which emotions is the right one to be feeling.
Gah, sometimes I'm such a screw-up.